CHARACTER SKETCH

I have conducted an interview with a love one. We were just talking through skype when I thought of  having the interview. I asked him several questions and I observed  how he answered the question. My first question was "what makes him happy?". He didn't hesitate to answer music. He find it comforting because it separated him from having bad thoughts and experiences even he's already having a bad day. The types of music he's into are contemporary, indie and folk. He even specified some of his favorite artists such as simon and garfunkel, beatles, asian kung fu generation and some hiphop and RnB artists, and hillsong. I asked him another question but he found it vague so he didn't answer it. I said describe himself. He answered me in a straight way he said he's hardworking. can be patient and can be impatient, unorganized but he's managing things. very nostalgic.  I asked him if he will be given a chance to teach about anything, random things he said he would like to teach about how to play musical instruments. He loves playing drums. He can also play guitar, bass and a little bit of violin I think. After exploring some of his likes in life, I asked him some questions that are more personal. I asked him when does he feel great. Excitingly he answered me when people noticed a big loss of wait. He says that in that way he feels accomplished. Maybe he's really putting a lot of effort to loss wait so he's very flattered hearing this. He's a  hot tempered person and he admits it. But lately he said, he was able to control his temper and he is more persevere. I said he should avoid eating fatty foods because this might be a cause why he's hot tempered. We just laugh though. A sign that he doesn't want to stop :). We were having a great time chit chatting so I asked him what inspires him the most. I know he's a bit shy answering this in front of me, however he answered that it's his girlfriend(take note that it's me. When I asked him why, he bowed and answered me that I can't barely hear his voice. He said my girlfriend because she knows the right things to say. This made me stop for a while. Absorbed the sweet moment and after a minute go on with the interview. I asked him again about some recent activities he had. I asked him what made him smile recently. He said he saw a little girl wearing a pikachu hat and shook his hands he finds it cute. I didn't imagine that a big guy like he would find it cute. He said another soft side that I do not know yet is when he's showing empathy to other people. In this way, he can be a comforter to the needy. When asked what type of book would he like to write, he answered he wanted a horror book; something scary. And the story line??STILL PROCESSING!! He really didn't want to answer this question because he said he has no intentions to write a book, I just forced him to say so. We were on the latter part of the interview and he said he loves the ocean view. Although he was borne in Guam(a country that is also an island) he doesn't know how to swim. He said he's scared of the creatures of the water. He loves the ocean view because it's big and feels like when he's on an island it's small and there's so much more to see. He likes to explore the ocean someday but he's scared. He thought of the interview as "ridiculous". I mean it he said it on my face. Hence, it didn't stop me from asking. Made me want to ask more questions. Just to see if really is not as hot tempered as before.  I was about to end the interview when I thought of asking about us. First I asked him if he's willing wait to wait. He said YES( I felt so relief upon hearing this answer) When asked him why, I was shocked to hear a "STILL PROCESSING!!!" Deep inside I was like "oh my gums! he's playing the game now!It's pay back time because I extended the interview!". I asked him another question. But it's too private and sensitive. It was just a scenario and I know for a fact that when he answered he'd be upset, he mean it. The last question I asked was a hypothetical question. I asked him if he would be given a chance to spend a day with his girlfriend, what will he do? He couldn't find the answer to the question. He will utter the words, but then again, he would stutter. He found it difficult to verbalize it so he decided to might as well just type it. He said he would like to take his girlfriend and do things she would like to do. wants to lay down with her girlfriend and spend the whole night talking and added "i don't know". Again, he bowed his head and felt so shy answering me. In the last question, I saw the child-like-shyness of him. I felt he was uncomfortable answering the question. Kind of hesitant because perhaps, he might throw a bad answer. Overall, I felt the sincerity answering my questions, though he find it silly and ridiculous, I was so happy knowing more about this gentle giant of mine.

You're my Blog( My love letter for Pio)

The first time I saw you, I dreamed about the forever. I never imagined of that to happen, but now, I have you there and you have me here. I feel so blessed to know that you are around. To know that God is inexplicably moving to the both of us. To know how have you been the whole day, what did you eat, what made you smile, and even what made you mad; I want to know them all. You are a part of me even now that we are apart. This love that we have makes me rejoice even worst things are happening. I can't wait to see you face to face. For you to teach me how to speak and write in Japanese. The picnic that we planned to have. Even the most cheesy thought of dancing in the rain together with our hands tightly closed with and after being soaked in the rain, we'll take care of each other while sneezing. I want to watch movies with you like any other couples do. Walking around and talking till there's no more topic to talk about. I want to know you more and I want you to know me more. I want to play video games with you, eat ice cream while chatting, meet our friends. You know I just don't miss you, but I long for you. I want to cook for you, take care of you and to be with you even just for one day. It's worth it to be with someone extremely special like you. Every time I see that gorgeous smile coming out, my heart beats as if it wants to get out from my chest. I can't contain this unconditional love for you. Every time I hear your voice, that sweet and gentle voice, makes me want to reach your hand and give you a cuddle that you'll never forget. I trust you, adore you and believe in us. You know I can't have any other than you. I want to say I can't afford to look at any other boys than you. I'll wait for our time. God has started this beautiful love story of ours and I know there are more pages that are about to be filled out. At the first place, you are the source of this blog. You're the inspiration why I keep on writing these blogs and I'am able to express the things I couldn't say to you personally for now. Distance is just a matter of place but the love that I have for you knows no distance. You are my blog and I love you tremendously more and more each day.

Chilling out with Chill (by pink Floyd)

It was the 22nd of August when I had my journey to this jolly yet mysterious girl. Her name's kind of long and I don't know how to call her. Maybe I should just call her Chill then, because she looks so chill in every situation. She just kept on researching about bible verses that time. She was wearing a nice white polo and slacks along with her other classmates. I don't know why they are wearing that way, but I heard it's because of the field study. Seriously?are they studying in the fields??I thought they are Education students and not agriculture major? These people are really making my head ache -_-. As I was with her all through out the day, I just watched her. She looked so busy that's why I just let her do her stuff for the whole day. I'm afraid to bother her, she looked so nice and a little bit exhausted as well. Is there anything that I can do for you?I wanted to ask her that. But I know her answer will be "none". She was such an obnoxious girl She eats a lot. First minute she'll eat, another minute she' hungry again. And where are the fats getting deposited??I cant see any fats my dear. She didn't mind me the whole day, not until she reached their house. She ate first. After that, I gave her some time to reflect and pray. She was alone that day in her room. And suddenly, at last, She spoke. She said she misses her boyfriend. What an elementary problem I thought at first. When I saw her shinning eyes, I said, this is real. I saw sincerity. She burst out that she hasn't able to talk to her boyfriend for quite some time. He lives in Guam and she's here in the Philippines. They barely know each other but she said it doesn't matter. She said she's really massively serious this time. I put my hands up and said ok, I wont disagree with that. As time passes by, tears were not present but the agony was deeply felt. Not just by her but also by me, the frog. How can I cheer her up?I had no clue. This young lady is making me sad for some reasons. I want to nag and to brag that I should be spending a happy vacation, but all I can do is to witness the cold air. I gave her a look and made my eyes wide; as wide as I could. Then finally, a sunshine with the beautiful flowers from the background arrived as she smiles. She decided to have some pictures taken. She said she's just going to do this because it's a requirement for this subject. But deep down inside I can sense that she's excited to publish my journey with her even it's only for a day. Not to mention that she really wants to be with me in the picture; oh shoots, this handsomeness of mine.. There were smiles as the shutter flashes. Her lips as red as cherry brightened up my day. I thought she's really not into me, but hey I had dun chilling out with chill.

Give Some Nail Lovin'

Poems, stories, music;all of these are forms of art and my interest. In this way, I can express my emotions and therefore unleashes the inner creativity that I have. I'm also in to arts and crafts such as paintings, scrap booking and make up. I was inspired to create a form of art in a cute way and it is by nail art. Let me give you a quick background about the painting of one's nails. Cleopatra, a true goddess was the first person to put cu-tics on her nails. She squeezed some leaves and put the juice on her nails and voila! that was the first cutics ever made. From then on, cutics became a trend from generation to generation until to the present time. When I was in high school, I was really into cutics but because it's not allowed in our school before, I just watch nail art how-to's over the internet. Finally when I graduated from high school, I thought it was the big break for me to apply cutics and do some nail art. Since then, I became a nail art and cutics fanatic. I really don't know what it is in applying curtics, but it gives me satisfaction. For me, it determines a girl or woman's vogue. It unleashes my style and artistry, I'm not an artist though. It's showing care for the nails that for some people, not taking care of it. So come on guys show your nails some lovin!